I found myself looking out windows
to find you-
hoping
every transparent outlook
would politely deceive me
and there would be
rough hands
crooked teeth
a hint of something-
maybe conflict
maybe exasperation
in your eyes, I see no pretense
could it be
hiding?
Or,
manifesting
itself
in the
canyons
and rivers
which
cover
your
skin?
I’ve traveled them so many times,
I’m beginning to grow weary